Shadowcats,
I intend to move on, and I do not like to dwell in the past; but I object to some of the things you have said, and feel I need to present my side.
While not a very common practice, many men played female avies, and many women played male avies on the shard. So, how was I any different?
Also, I did reveal who and what I was to any female avie that I started to become friends with, as well as most male avies, so they knew who I was. As such, I did not deceive anyone that I worked or played with, and certainly not any more than other male or female players that did the same thing.
As to discussions of the sort you allude to, I either removed myself from the conversation when it started or made it known why I did not want to talk about such things. Besides, there was not very much of that type of discussuion going on as you might beleive.
Yes, I did break some rules, but not continuously and not intentionally. That was my first experience with online forums or gaming, so I made more than my fair share of mistakes. I also received a laundry list of purported offences I committed, after I was banned, many of which I never knew about before. I admit I made mistakes, but I was not the only one to do so; and some judicious chewing out would have gone a far ways to correcting my non-compliant attitude.
My previous post was meant to let people know that I do not hold a grudge, that I did make mistakes, but that I have learned from them, and would like to move on, even trying to become a Greeter if possible.
Your responce was unexpected. Obviously there are a lot of people with hurt feelings still out there, trying to get over the whole issue; I know, I still hurt from it too. The best option for me now is to give up the dream of being a Greeter, and just walk away from it all. Maybe then GOG people will not seek me out to cause me trouble in other shards or games.
You see, Shadowcats, I too would like to put it all behind me, but there are those that wont let me.
_________________ If you cant find me, just follow your imagination wherever it takes you, and Ill be waiting there for you.....

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